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Chapter 47: The Heat of the Moment

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It feels like it has been forever since I last wrote in you. Honestly, I have been feeling so overwhelmed lately. This intense heat and humidity are just brutal. It literally feels like my brain freezes up and shuts down every afternoon, and all I end up doing is sleeping the day away. I felt so guilty for doing nothing, but today, I am taking my control back. ​I sat down and really looked at my life. I have big goals right now: I want to lose weight, find a good job, and focus on my studies. But I realized that the heavy summer heat isn't the only thing making me lazy—my phone and gaming addiction are also draining my brain's energy. No wonder I feel so sleepy all the time! ​Also, today is Bakrid, and my heart feels really heavy.  I honestly find goats so incredibly cute and innocent. Thinking about them today makes me feel a deep sense of empathy, and I just wish I could protect them. It's just who I am, and I want to stay true to my kindness and compassion....

Chapter 46: Bada Mangal

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Date: May 19, 2026 Day: Tuesday  Dear Diary, ​Lately, I have been feeling extremely stressed about my career, going to court, and managing my very first case. Today was a total roller coaster of emotions. On one hand, I was struggling with my career anxiety, and on the other hand, my mother got injured again. I felt a mix of intense anger and deep sadness, which triggered a terrible headache. ​I visited the doctor today because of this severe headache. Even the doctor seemed confused about the exact cause. I explained to him that I have had this headache since childhood, right where I have an old injury mark. I also told him that my ear is hurting too, which is making me very anxious. The doctor gave me the typical advice to wake up early in the morning to fix it. But I have already tried that! Waking up early only gives me more stress and makes my headache worse, so I prefer to listen to my body. ​But amidst all this pain and tension, something beautiful hap...

Dream diary 15 : Leaving before the dark hits.

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  The Court & The File ​It started in a huge Court building. There were so many elevators that I was getting lost. Suddenly, I saw my old college friend who is now a lawyer. She was rushing to a court case. She stopped and gave me a file. "Please, join me later and give this back to me during the hearing," she said. "I really need this file for the case." She went inside, leaving the important file with me. ​ Magic & The Car ​I had to get home. I used my magic to create a bicycle, but then I remembered: I was too slow last time and forgot the code. So, I changed it into a fast, modern car. People came around with phones to record me. I used my magic to block them. Their screens went blank and they couldn't upload anything. I wanted my privacy, so I drove away quickly. ​ The Spaceships & My Eyes ​I was on my way when suddenly, even though it was only 4:00 PM, the sky turned dark and cloudy. Many spaceships appeared in the sky. They wer...

Chapter 45: The Professional & The Beautiful

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Dear Diary, ​ Today marks a turning point. Tomorrow is my best friend’s wedding, and I am preparing with a confidence I’ve never felt before. But more significantly, I am stepping into my professional life with a new mindset. I am heading to meet my teacher to discuss my roadmap and my very first case. ​ I used to think I’d work for free for the experience, but no more. My teacher was right—money is the true motivation. If I don’t value my own time, no one else will. I am a professional, and I deserve to be compensated for my hard work. I am building my own worth and I will no longer be dismissed. ​ Physically, I feel the strain; my dates are delayed due to the stress and anxiety of these big changes. But I am staying strong. When I look in the mirror, I see a mysterious, elegant, and powerful woman. My sharp kohl-rimmed eyes reflect my focus. Whether it's the wedding tomorrow or the courtroom on Monday, I am ready to claim what is mine. ​ I am exactly where I am s...

Chapter 44: Cycling, Faith, and a Sacred Morning

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​ My Unplanned Spiritual Journey ​Sometimes, life leads us exactly where we need to be, rather than where we planned to go. My morning began just like that—simple, quiet, and filled with a mysterious spiritual energy. ​ 1. The Divine Pull ​I set out on my bicycle, chanting Lord Hanuman’s name in my heart, enjoying the crisp morning air. I was just wandering, but somewhere along the way, my path shifted. Without even realizing it, I found my cycle coming to a halt right in front of the temple. It wasn't a coincidence; it felt like a silent call from the Divine. Standing there at the temple's threshold with 'Prasad' in my hands, I felt a sense of peace that surpassed all understanding. ​ 2. The Echo of Faith and a Mother’s Belief ​The most emotional moment of this journey happened when I called my mother from the temple. As the temple bells rang in the background, the sound reached her through the phone. Without seeing a single image, just by hearing that...

Chapter 43: Decided to Pamper Myself

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It’s 3:30 AM, and the world feels so still. I’m sitting here with my Teddy, who is a little damp but smells so fresh. Today was one of those days that felt like a lifetime of lessons packed into a few hours. ​ The Girl at the Parlor: I went in for a Haircut and a Hydra-O3 Cleanup with a D-Tan pack . While I was there to pamper myself, I found a reflection of exhaustion instead. There was this girl, working all alone where there used to be a team of four. She had been working since morning and told me her shift might last until 2:00 AM. When she dropped her tools while cutting my hair, I didn't see a "bad stylist"; I saw a tired soul. My heart went out to her. I saw the sorrow in her eyes when the owner suggested she’d be sent to my house—she just wanted to rest. I’m glad I said no. I’m glad I didn't add to her burden. ​ A Moment of Truth: Amidst all the expensive salon packs, I asked her a simple, innocent question: "What do YOU use at home for y...

Dream diary 14: The Unexpected Runway:

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​ The Transition from Stress to Glamour The dream began with a familiar sense of pressure. I found myself deeply engrossed in my studies, checking exam schedules and dates, trying to figure out which exam was when. I was looking at my exam schedule and realized with a racing heart that my exams were starting almost immediately—tomorrow, the day after, and continuing for the next four or five days. They were all different subjects, and I felt a wave of panic because I wasn't prepared. I was confused and worried about how I would manage it all.  But suddenly, the scene shifted completely. I discovered that I was supposed to go for a modeling assignment. To my absolute surprise, a massive fashion show stage and a professional runway had been set up right inside my own house! A prestigious company was there, and I soon realized it belonged to a friend of mine. She approached me and said, "You applied for this modeling gig, remember? Why don't you do it today? It’...