Chapter 47: The Heat of the Moment
It feels like it has been forever since I last wrote in you. Honestly, I have been feeling so overwhelmed lately. This intense heat and humidity are just brutal. It literally feels like my brain freezes up and shuts down every afternoon, and all I end up doing is sleeping the day away. I felt so guilty for doing nothing, but today, I am taking my control back. I sat down and really looked at my life. I have big goals right now: I want to lose weight, find a good job, and focus on my studies. But I realized that the heavy summer heat isn't the only thing making me lazy—my phone and gaming addiction are also draining my brain's energy. No wonder I feel so sleepy all the time! Also, today is Bakrid, and my heart feels really heavy. I honestly find goats so incredibly cute and innocent. Thinking about them today makes me feel a deep sense of empathy, and I just wish I could protect them. It's just who I am, and I want to stay true to my kindness and compassion....