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Chapter 42: High Court Diaries

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They told me Law is hard, but they didn't tell me my silence would be my loudest argument.  I have been ranting about visiting court and finally ​today was an absolute emotional rollercoaster. If I had to describe it in one word, it would be "Exhausting." ​My day at the High Court was a reality check. For three hours, I was on my feet, and by the end of it, my legs were throbbing with pain. I even questioned myself— can I really do this? But then, I met my classmate and a friend who walked me through the court. Even though I was tired and upset by the end of it, I made sure to thank him. He taught me the ropes today, and I am grateful for that guidance. ​There was also a moment that tested my patience. A random man started getting too personal, asking about my school, then my dad, and eventually my mom. For a second, I worried if I was being "arrogant," but I realized it wasn't arrogance—it was self-respect. I started politely, but the moment...

Chapter 41: From Exam Tears to Chai Therapy

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सपनों की राह कठिन सही, मन में हो उजियारा। गिरकर भी उठना सीखूँ मैं, यही है जीवन का सहारा। Lately, life has felt heavy. I keep reminding myself to stay positive, but some days the gravity of everything just takes over. My exam on March 22nd was a disaster that left me in tears. The stress didn’t even start with the paper; it began at the gates. Between the confusing security checks and the bizarre rules about shoes and handkerchiefs, my focus was shattered before I even sat down. The environment only made things worse. Dealing with a small bladder in a facility that was unhygienic and foul-smelling was a nightmare. I nearly vomited. It brought back memories of another exam center where I actually saw a lizard swimming in the water tank. No soap, no clean water. Just a complete lack of basic dignity. By the time evening rolled around, only a good meal kept me sane, especially since I’d faced the morning on nothing but a cup of tea. I couldn't even bring myself to check the answer key...

Chapter 40: Confessions of a Foodie trying to lose weight

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Let’s get one thing straight: I love food. I love the flavor, the comfort, and the ritual of a good desi meal. Eating isn't a crime, and enjoying my favorites doesn't make me a "criminal." But here’s the reality check: I’m currently carrying 5kg of extra weight , and I know exactly why. Lately, my unhealthy lifestyle has been winning. I’ve hit that point of "hunger exhaustion" where I’m so hungry and so confused about what to cook that my brain just shuts down. Instead of eating something healthy, I just give up and go to sleep on an empty stomach. Then, I wake up starving, grab the easiest thing (hello, Maggi!), and the cycle of weight gain and dehydration headaches continues. I’m a "Lazy Girl" at heart, but I’m tired of feeling sluggish. Today was my wake-up call. That Chai-Maggi-Uttapam combo I had earlier? Delicious. (Maggi and tea are my soulmates 😍). But the "dry," heavy, headachy feeling afterward? That’s my body telling me my ...

Chapter 39: How I Dodged a Bullet - A Tale of Foreign Dreams and Digital Servitude

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​They say, "All that glitters is not gold." Well, in my world, all that glittered was a fancy Foreign Healthcare Company on a Job Portal trying to sell me a dream that looked suspiciously like a nightmare. ​Let me tell you how I almost boarded a "Bullet Train" to success, only to realize it was actually a bullet aimed right at my career. ​ Phase 1: The Too Good to be true (aka The "We Love You" Phase) ​It started with the ultimate professional honey-trapping. The recruiters sounded like they’d just stepped out of a "Kindness in Corporate" seminar. They adored my academic background. They claimed my Sleep Cycle was their top priority. They promised me "Growth" so big, I almost started practicing my "Employee of the Year" speech. I was shortlisted, I was excited, and I was ready. ​ Phase 2: The Contract (aka The "Ghost Protocol") ​Then, the Agreement arrived. And oh boy, it was a masterpiece of p...