Chapter 21: Weather changing ...chai time
Today was an exceptionally strange day. I woke up early and managed to keep myself fully awake throughout the day, but my body and mind felt out of sync.
My eating routine has become quite messy; despite having plenty of food around, I just don't feel hungry. It feels odd because I always end up eating stale food—consuming in the evening what was cooked in the morning, and vice versa.
To make matters worse, my entire week was ruined waiting for the pickup person. I couldn't go out from Monday to Friday, constantly wondering when he would arrive. I even had to download an app just to get his contact number because people don't even send direct texts anymore.
After all that effort, he wasn't even sure about his arrival time. He finally picked up the luggage today, but he left me feeling frustrated and drained.
As evening approached, a splitting headache kicked in, likely due to the changing weather. Someone advised me to drink more water, but right now, I’m just heading for a hot cup of tea. I also watched a recent Korean movie today about a girl losing her memory; it made my heart feel even heavier.
I feel a bit sad because I truly want to travel and explore, but I feel stuck. My friends make plans to meet, but someone always cancels due to their own family issues. It hurts, but as they say... life goes on.
Even though the week was chaotic and my head is throbbing, I am proud of myself for not giving up. I am taking charge of my time now. After this cup of tea, I will sit down to study and push through until midnight. A bad week doesn't mean a bad life. I am resilient, and tonight, I will reclaim my day by finishing my goals.
Tomorrow is a fresh start!
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