Chapter 31: Wearing My Own Colors

Today, I’m feeling something I haven’t felt in a while: hope.🧚

I’ve been learning about a new mindset technique called the Law of Assumption. It’s like manifestation, but with a twist. Instead of just wishing, you assume the best has already happened. You say things like, “The paper is so easy,” or “Thank you, Universe,” or “The answers flowed through my pen.” And the magic? It’s in the belief.

Of course, the monkey mind always tries to interrupt whispering what if it goes wrong? But I’m learning to quiet that voice. To say instead: “Universe, surprise me with your magic.”

It’s Holi week. I miss my friends. Festivals used to make me feel like I had to pretend to smile, to laugh, to fit in. But not this year. This year, I’m celebrating on my own terms. No pressure. No pretending. Just presence. I’ll let life unfold and see where it takes me.

I pray for my dream life — one where my family is happy, where love flows freely, and where common sense finally finds its way into every conversation. I dream of a day when people look at us and say, “Wow, what an amazing family.”

Right now, I’m working on living by my own rules. I’ve started making decisions for myself. Writing this diary helps — I tried using a notebook, but it didn’t feel right. Then I had a wild idea: what if I turned this into a blog?

And I did. I’ve been writing regularly, and it’s helping me heal. I want to tell anyone who feels too shy to speak up then you must write. Your voice matters. Your story matters. Maybe one day, someone will read this blog and say, “This is how people found their voice.”

See ya 🌸