Chapter 42: High Court Diaries

They told me Law is hard, but they didn't tell me my silence would be my loudest argument. 

I have been ranting about visiting court and finally ​today was an absolute emotional rollercoaster. If I had to describe it in one word, it would be "Exhausting."

​My day at the High Court was a reality check. For three hours, I was on my feet, and by the end of it, my legs were throbbing with pain. I even questioned myself—can I really do this? But then, I met my classmate and a friend who walked me through the court. Even though I was tired and upset by the end of it, I made sure to thank him. He taught me the ropes today, and I am grateful for that guidance.

​There was also a moment that tested my patience. A random man started getting too personal, asking about my school, then my dad, and eventually my mom. For a second, I worried if I was being "arrogant," but I realized it wasn't arrogance—it was self-respect. I started politely, but the moment he crossed the line, I shut him down with just one stern look. He didn't dare ask another question. I learned today that in this profession, your silence and your eyes can be your most powerful weapons.

​The evening was even tougher. The drama with the police officer and the driver led to a misunderstanding with Papa. His scolding hurt so much that I cried silently inside. I felt like the whole world was against me. Later on it was turned out to be false alarm and finally there was no challan.

​But then I cried in front of Mummy and shestepped in like an angel. She calmed me down and told me not to worry about the money or the fine. I asked her what about papa? Is he still angry. Mummy said to calm down and she said even was fine. Later on I called sir and told about my experience And my mentor (Sir) was so supportive—he told me I could work sitting down and that once I start earning, everything will feel worth it.

​I am skipping dinner because I’m feeling  sad but I remember to lose weight for the upcoming wedding, but I’ve had coconut water and I'll have some milk if I feel hungry later.

​Today taught me that I am stronger than I think. I am a future advocate, and this is just the beginning of my struggle. I’m tired, but I’m not giving up.

​Goodnight, world. Tomorrow is a new day.

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